melvin today crazy. made us do alot crazy stuffs. we after trg do P.T. we went to e field n do ti neng. we did shuttle run frm tree to tree. e 2nd time bac, we 'pu qiu'. slide on e grass leh. wa piang. almost eat grass.. den complete it by runnin 1 round ard e field. we did 5 sequence of tt man. tink he reali disappointed in us. he wan us taste e toughest. after tt did push up on carpark. after every 5 push up, we roll on e floor. e floor is WET. full of puddles of water. we juz row. he no care. we were drenched!! in e rain leh. since r wet, we played wif water. haha. fun.

nt only melvin is disappointed. me too. if i were him, i tink i gave up long time ago. we r NOT improving. in fact, deprove. wats wrong wif us? sumtimes i wonder, izzit my fault? m i e 1 hu dunno how to lead den make e team bcum lyk tt? haiz. i reali dunno. its reali tiring to go every trg n c e team nt improving. he said we play worst den JUNYUAN!!! wonder wats everyone tinking when dey heard tis. do dey no tt it is nt a gd sign to play lousier den jy? lyk tt how to win NAS? how to get into nationals? i dunwan to lose. i dun wan. haiz. i reali reali dunno how to solve e problem. wats wrong wats wrong now?.?.?.?.?

i missed e old b gals[jobel batch]. i reali missed those days we play tgt. i rather get scoldin frm rebecca. i dunno how to scold my own teammates. i reali dunno. haiz. those days. memories~