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Tuesday, October 30, 2012
Yup, just some thoughts. It has been long since I post the last time. Finally i fell sick. Took me quite long huh... Well done my dear body. I really cannot understand myself sometimes. What i want? Yes, i might have a stable job now but is this what i really want? What will happen to me in a year's time? Having a stable job does not mean that i am happy. I got so emotional this time round when im sick. I begin to think through what i have been doing for the past few months. Who is there for me and who is not? I... You... We... They... Who am i? Where is the real me? You! You putting in effort towards others but you cannot force others to put in the same effort back to you. This is life, face it. You thought you are happy with your own life, better than others. But when you see others again closer, they are not that bad. In fact, happier than you. Carefree. you suck, thinking that having a busy and packed schedule, making your days passed so quickly will make you better, happier. So wrong. Found out the reason why you always plan things? Cause you dont want to be left behind, cause you dont want to wait for things to happen. Cause you are afraid of loneliness. You are not that extrovert after all. You have your weak side too. Stop thinking you can tank everything. You cant. You might be thinking alot now, reflecting on your own lifestyle. But you also know that it will not be easy to change yourself. Family, Work, Friends, Studies, Money, many more. Where are the love and laughter? Where are the comfort and coziness? Where are the forever ever after? I really want the time to stop, stop at times when i can really laugh out loud, stop at times when i speak without thinking, stop at times when people are true to me. Even if time cannot be stopped, can you please grant me 48hours a day? Many things could be accomplished. Someone please bring me awayyyyyyyyy. Weixin, you are really a loser. This stupid virus really got me so emotional without a reason. Damn you virus, I hate you. With all these in mind, i still have to continue doing my portfolios. My kids are innocent. I miss them though i really hate going to work. I doubt anyone will still be visiting this site, so i shall post it and not be a loser to delete it again. |
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